ZiGGy-PaSt-MEmoRIes

i remeber things to clearly its ur fault you left me broken as a baby dad you lied as a baby dad you stole as a baby dad you cheated now as a kid i lie i lie to survive now as a kid i steal i steal cuz you taught me how now as a kid i cheat i cheat cuz i cant trust dad now i no if you looked at me you would be proud you would be proud cuz im jsut like you exact mirror image but dad you left and because you left i had to leave now were in 2 diffrent worlds but everyday i feel you right beside me i feel you everytime im angry everytime i cry every time i cheat lie and steal i no your right beside me i hope your happy so

When the pain got to her The blood on her hands would stain Her eyes would sting Mascara covered cheeks would cover And the girl you knew is long gone So she finally stood up Wiped her tears And headed out the pitch black night Hoping to win a fight As her hand shivered down the lane She admitted once again This is the last time I show my heart

The door bell rang, I francticly looked around my bathroom to find something to wipe the blood off the floor. I found it his t shirt. I scooped it up and started wipeing the floor. By now the ringing had turned into banging. I could hear voices and a loud screaming i didint understand it the blood wasint going away it kept comeing. i looked down to see that i was the one bleeding there was a big whole in my stomach. i stopped wipeing the floor. adn i could hear the door being broken down. it wouldint be long now until the found me here bleeding. one sound i didint recongnize was the screaming it wouldint stop it kept ringin in my

i hate u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! why wont u talk to me anymore :( i love you stop ignoring me plz plz i need you ......ur my life my soul my mind i want u to talk to me i want us to be friends again i want to hug you and i want u to tell me its going to be ok i want to you to be part of my life i cant live without you no matter what you say i cant ever forget about you your my world the reson i live the reson i breath why cant u understand i cant live without you...

I know why I can't talk to you anymore. It's not because it hurts to look back It's because I'm afraid to look forward and when I look beside me You're not there. I trapped all my words inside, All those stories that were written for you, I hide all the broken hearts, All the hideous truth. I learned how to not need you, How to not need anything I figured out how to bury the truth, And then I stopped needing. All around me there is suffering it even resides inside of me. I let it consume whatever was left, Hoping it wouldn't go for you. There is a reason you haven't seen me cry And it's not because I stopped

2 boys one my mind,willpower and body the other my heart and soul both loved both i cant have one was told to stay away the other to come closer one was told he was hated only to hide the fact of how much he was loved the other was told he was loved everyday but never understood how much. both are thought of every second of everyday. one just a simple memory the other my best friend me sad that, that is all they will be both i have held hands while walking down the street both i have hugged and felt the warmth of being loved. both are needed in my life 2 boys are never lonely cause 2 boys have me <3